Lately I have been having problems making decisions on what I want to do with my life. Do I want to teach? Do I want to go to law school? Do I want to be a vet? What the hell do I want to do with my life? I feel like I am stuck in this huge rut and I have no where to turn or the room to sit and think.
But I DO know that I don't want to live in Queen Creek forever. I don't want to live with my parents forever. I don't want to work a dead end job forever. I am sick of sitting around waiting for something to happen. I am ready to make my own move and make something happen for myself.
Yet of course I have to doubt myself. Can I do it? Is it worth giving up my life for 4+ years? Am I willing to leave my friends and family? In so many ways the answer is yes. Yes it is worth it. Yes I can do it. Yes I am willing to do so.
Cuz I am ready to go and figure out what I need to do with my life. I need to see what is in the future for me. I need to seize the opportunity and take it while I can. I need to go.
Yes ASH!! Go for it...honestly it will be scary as shit and you'll probably cry and hate sometimes but if you don't you will be always asking yourself "what if I had done that?"
ReplyDeleteThank you Mari :]]
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